Hello everybody out there reading this..
I know hardly anybody... but its ok rather its fine..
Let us assume the following as a fiction..............
But it is not.
So today after a long time i m like feeling for typing rather than writing.
Actually i've feeling like 'madhoshi'...
What happened today in the morning made my heart skiping a beat or two.
woh kehte hain na 'ek baar phir se dhadkne laga', though i know that were temporary feelings,
But is also a fact that i've been feeling the same every time i got a glimpse of her. Mind u...
I'd not like to say, " when i see her "coz i just caught a GLIMPSE for a or half second, hardly.
I've been encountering her on the way, mostly in colony or near about in richshaw, sometimes with her brother (I guess) on bike.
Just eye-to-eye contact for a very short of time, u can say 'pal bhar k liye' as i come across of her on my bike.
Jab bhi hamari nazren milti to kuch bada alag sa mehsus hota tha.ya yun kahen that made me feel good and excited. That wasn’t normal or ordinary gaze that
we exchange with every stranger.
Un aankhon mai ek alag si chamak ya yun kahen a little bit of interest, shine, curiosity appears every time when our eyes met.
I also feel the same.. Today as I came out of my home for workplace on my bike, I reached the temple only after crossing the school that is
Just besides my home, I encountered her coming out of the temple with some lady may be her mother whom I cudn’t see.
We saw each other for a goddamn nanosecond and then she had to stoop along her side to hold the hand of her 2-3 yr old nephew (I guess). Coz the street
was crowded with school children. So as soon as she accomplished the job of holding her nephew’s hand, (OR u can say she tried to do that job ASAP), she look again towards me again for a half nanosecond this time and moved ahead on bike.
I know hardly anybody... but its ok rather its fine..
Let us assume the following as a fiction..............
But it is not.
So today after a long time i m like feeling for typing rather than writing.
Actually i've feeling like 'madhoshi'...
What happened today in the morning made my heart skiping a beat or two.
woh kehte hain na 'ek baar phir se dhadkne laga', though i know that were temporary feelings,
But is also a fact that i've been feeling the same every time i got a glimpse of her. Mind u...
I'd not like to say, " when i see her "coz i just caught a GLIMPSE for a or half second, hardly.
I've been encountering her on the way, mostly in colony or near about in richshaw, sometimes with her brother (I guess) on bike.
Just eye-to-eye contact for a very short of time, u can say 'pal bhar k liye' as i come across of her on my bike.
Jab bhi hamari nazren milti to kuch bada alag sa mehsus hota tha.ya yun kahen that made me feel good and excited. That wasn’t normal or ordinary gaze that
we exchange with every stranger.
Un aankhon mai ek alag si chamak ya yun kahen a little bit of interest, shine, curiosity appears every time when our eyes met.
I also feel the same.. Today as I came out of my home for workplace on my bike, I reached the temple only after crossing the school that is
Just besides my home, I encountered her coming out of the temple with some lady may be her mother whom I cudn’t see.
We saw each other for a goddamn nanosecond and then she had to stoop along her side to hold the hand of her 2-3 yr old nephew (I guess). Coz the street
was crowded with school children. So as soon as she accomplished the job of holding her nephew’s hand, (OR u can say she tried to do that job ASAP), she look again towards me again for a half nanosecond this time and moved ahead on bike.
I was in red t-shirt & black trousers with a office-bag hanging at back n cap as always.
I felt honored and very excited.
U see, it was the shining, excitement or a very tiny amount of happiness in her eyes that made me feel all this.
I felt very happy and tried to be in that moment for the whole day. Har pal aankhon k saamne wahi chehra aa jata.
One thing i'd like to mention that she'd a chandan bindi (mandir mai pandit ji ne lagaai hogi) on her forehead making her so loving n cute.
So what I wanted to say is that our eyes exchanged some non-verbal communication, what u can say “aankhon –aankhon mai hi kuch baatein ho gayi uss pal
bhar ki jhalak mai.”
Although I’ve seen her several times before and every time we use to see each other until we cross each other (in opposite direction) but today was
exception. There may be other reasons which made this meeting more close to heart like earlier i saw her from a distance and today was a closer look; the last
night conversation on ‘broken-heart’ with my friend while taking dinner at some dhaba.(lene gaye they party par ulti deni pad gayi)
Though after then I tried to persuade myself ,”Apni aukaat mai rah wo soch rahi hogi iss toupee k niche raaj kya hai jo ye har samay toupee mai hi dikhta hai?”
Aur kahani khatam karna hi uchit samjha…..
Cheers.
I felt honored and very excited.
U see, it was the shining, excitement or a very tiny amount of happiness in her eyes that made me feel all this.
I felt very happy and tried to be in that moment for the whole day. Har pal aankhon k saamne wahi chehra aa jata.
One thing i'd like to mention that she'd a chandan bindi (mandir mai pandit ji ne lagaai hogi) on her forehead making her so loving n cute.
So what I wanted to say is that our eyes exchanged some non-verbal communication, what u can say “aankhon –aankhon mai hi kuch baatein ho gayi uss pal
bhar ki jhalak mai.”
Although I’ve seen her several times before and every time we use to see each other until we cross each other (in opposite direction) but today was
exception. There may be other reasons which made this meeting more close to heart like earlier i saw her from a distance and today was a closer look; the last
night conversation on ‘broken-heart’ with my friend while taking dinner at some dhaba.(lene gaye they party par ulti deni pad gayi)
Though after then I tried to persuade myself ,”Apni aukaat mai rah wo soch rahi hogi iss toupee k niche raaj kya hai jo ye har samay toupee mai hi dikhta hai?”
Aur kahani khatam karna hi uchit samjha…..
Cheers.
