Monday, September 24, 2007

Humne jo dekha,ab aap bhi dekhen

Barson ki chahat
Ko Ik Pal Main
Badalte Dekha
Hum ne,Toot Kar
Chahny Walon
KoBaat Se Mukertay
Dekha Hum Ne,
Naaz Kartey
ThayJo Apni Wafaon
PerUnhi ko Bewafai
Kartay Dekha HumNe,
Kaise Saja Lein
Sapna Apni Udas
Ankhon Main,
HarKhuwabKo
TootKar Bikharte
Dekha Hum Ne,
Karte Thay Jo
Wada Hamesha
Sath Chalne Ka
PhirUni Ko
Rasta Badaltay
DekhaHum Ne,
AitabarNahi
Raha
Kisi Per Kya Karien,Iss
Aitabar Ko Kai Bar Martay
Dekha Hum Ne.....

Sunday, August 26, 2007

What is Love ???

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so-called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before. I handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 11th Grade The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, So I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go home. She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don t know why. Senior year One fine day she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said, "he's not gonna go" well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as 'best friends'. So we did. That night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. Then she said- "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don t want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Graduation. A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine-but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said- 'you're my best friend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don t want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Marriage. Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said 'you came !'. She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Death. Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: "I stare at him wishing he was mine; but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me ! .........'I wish I did too...' I thought to my self, and I cried. * Do yourself a favour, tell her/him you love them. They won't be there...................Forever.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

FEAR...-JN's

What makes me afraid is not the pain
that I've been feeling after knowing
that I've almost lost you
BUT...
It's the pain I feel on realising that
I'll have to miss you, like i've been missing you
For the each breath, that i'm left with.
Shayad Shaayri Si hai.
Direct Dil se...
Written by -JN's.
.............................

Jaante hain ki ab jindgi unke bagaer hi bitaayenge
socha na tha ki itne kareeb aakar bhi itne dur ho jaayenge
par jaalim ye mohabbat cheez hi aisi hai ki
iss janam mai nahi to kya,agle janam mai unko paakar hi dikhayenge!!!


Jindgi bhi kaise-2 din dikhlati hai
jaise hum na jeena chahen, waise hi jeena sikhati hai
woh to aakar chale gaye humari jindgi se,
ab tanhai mai unki yaad hi kaam aati hai.


Unki nigaah mai hum mai kuch kumi thi
humari nazar mai woh kitni haseen thi
par ye kisko pata tha
ki upar waale ne jis kalam se humara naseeb likha
saale,uss kalam main hi kuch kami thi.

Wah!! Wah!! -2


Mana ki ab ye jindgi tere bina hi kat jaayegi
par kya teri yaad dilo-dimaag se juda ho paayegi
tujhe jindgi mai woh sab kuch mile, jiski tujhe chah thi
ab bus yahi ek humari khwahish rah jaayegii.


Jaante hain hum tu humain bhulane ki koshish mai hai
par teri ye koshish kamayab hokar bhi Nakamayab ho jayegi
jab bhi kabhi tanha baitoge,
humari yaad bin bulaye chali aayegi.



Aaj muddatoen baad phir iss bhuje man ne li angdaai hai
jaise saavan ke mahine ki barsat ne tapti dharti ki pyaas bhujhai hai
hum jinki yaad mai tadapte they
aaj tanhaiyon ne unhe bhi humari yaad dilayi hai...


Jindgi kya hai, jaise aage kooan pheeche khaai hai
roj koi nai muskil saamne aai hai
aur humne usey kabhi kooay mai to kabhi khaai mai
dhakel kar apni jaan bachai hai.

Aaj ki shaam unka paigaam lai hai
jinki yaad mai humne kitni raatein jaag kar bitaai hain.





.Kya hua tujhe kyu tu itna udaas hai?
..kyu tu itna bechain hai, tujhe kiski talaash hai??
...Tu kya sochta hai kaagaz aur kaalm pakadne se
....ban jaati kavita apne aap hai???

.....Mana ki tujhe woh nahi mil raha
...... Jis se tujhe sukoon mile
...... Par tu khud soch
..... Kya tu uske layak hai?

...Karna hoga tujhe khud par yakeen
..itna ki... auron ko lagey,
.Haan,sirf tu hi bharosey ke layak hai!!!



CHAHAT....
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Chaha tha humne bhi bahut kuch
par kuch paa na sakey
socha tha humne bhi bahut kuch
par kuch kar ke dikha na sakey

Tere saath hone ka ehsaas hota hai ab tanhaaiyon mai
jab ye man dil se puchta hai
kya hum phir kabhi utar paayenge
un do naino ki gheraaion mai

Malum hai humen tere kasoorwar hain hum
par kya karen khud ki asafaltaon se majboor hain hum

Kabhi lagta hai maikhaane ki sharan lein hum
kabhi lagta hai khud ko iss duniya se alag kar lein hum
Par phir, kabhi lagta hai
KYA PHIR SE EK NAYI SHURUWAT NAHI KAR SAKTE HUM???